Come Along With Me As I Write My Novels
(And a lot of other new writing experiences too)
It’s been one week since my book birthday, but honestly, it feels like it’s been a year. In amazing, wonderful, fabulous ways, and in… other ways too.
It’s always been my goal to be transparent about the ‘path to published’ process so I debated whether or not to personalize my book launch. But, I decided that if anyone else is going through this process, or is thinking about going through this process, it could only help to hear the reality of it all. So, here goes.
So, there you have it. I’m grateful the highs outrank the number of lows. And honestly, writing and posting this has been quite therapeutic! I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster this week and I’m just trying to enjoy the ride.
Mostly, I just want to thank each and every one of you who has bought The Cube, or will buy The Cube, or who has told someone else about The Cube, etc. This is no longer my solo project. This is a group effort. And I couldn’t ask for a better group of people to have my back.
All my love,
Hello friends and family,
I’m pleased to announce that my novel, The Cube, is now available!
Where is it Available?
You can purchase The Cube in paperback via most online bookstores, including:The Cube is also available, by request, at most bookstores and libraries.
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Thank you for your support of my work and for being a part of this dream-comes-true moment for me. I hope you enjoy The Cube!
Folks, things are getting VERY exciting! I’m happy to announce that the publication of the Cube will be taking place the first week of April!
In fact… the launch date is Monday, April 2!
So, that’s soon, isn’t it?
Things have been moving very quickly. Once I submitted my book in word doc format to the publishers, they shifted it into the proof format (which came to me as a PDF). From there, I submitted edits and changes and they helped with layout and the mechanics of the book. Then, they sent me the actual physical proof which was one of the most exciting things ever.
I actually wasn’t really prepared for it either… I had a long day at work and I was exhausted and hungry and I also knew I had to go to a meeting later that night for Moms Demand Action and I felt like I was going to have to really push myself just to make it through the evening… and then I checked the mail and saw the package and knew exactly what it was. I started shaking and Cora helped me rip the package open and I just stood there with my book in my hand, marveling at its mere existence. I took photos and just stared at it, and have basically been carrying it around with me wherever I go ever since. I even brought it to boxing class. And showed it off. Yes I did.
But, aside from just revelling in the book itself, there was work to do too. I had to re-read the whole book and go through line by line to see if there were any last minute changes I wanted to make. I wasn’t sure what I would find, but, thankfully, I discovered the changes I wanted to make were relatively small and overall, I was pleasantly surprised with the state of the book… and how much I enjoyed reading it!
So, I submitted those changes, they have already been made, and now we are awaiting the professional proofreader to get back with her edits. That should come in at the end of this week or early next week. Once those are made… which shouldn’t take long... we’re ready to send it to Amazon and Ingram! WOO HOO!
So, I’m sure you all know what Amazon is… but what’s Ingram? Good question! It’s basically the go-through for booksellers to order your book. If you have your book on Ingram, it will populate to all the online stores (like Barnes and Noble) and bookstores can order your book at no risk to them (because they can return them through Ingram as well).
I’m also opting to pay for my book to be formatting as an eBook, so that’s cool too.
Apparently once we send it to Amazon and Ingram it will take a few days for it to populate and be ready for order. Then I make sure to set up my author page… and it’s full steam ahead.
So, stay tuned. Things are very close and very thrilling.
I’m also planning a book launch party for the end of April, tentatively scheduled for Sunday, April 29 - so save the date! (more on that to come later)
One other piece of good news… I was at the Chicago Writers Association’s 1st Annual Let’s Just Write Conference over the weekend (and it was excellent… really well done, great presentations, great people) and I saw the owner of the Book Cellar was there. The Book Cellar is one of my favorite book stores. I approached her, showed her the proof of my book, let her know it would be coming out soon, told her it’d be available through Ingram with returns, and asked her if she’d consider selling it in her store. I told her if there was going to be one store in the world I’d want to see it in, it’d be hers. She actually started tearing up! And she said of course, especially for a neighbor, and gave me her card. Isn’t that wonderful?!?!?! So, of course, as soon as I know it’s up and running I’m going to follow-up with her… and the day it shows up in her store I will run there full speed and start ugly crying when I see if for sale in an actual book store.
My friends at the conference were all so supportive too. Here’s a photo of my friend Marcie (board member of CWA) who insisted we take a photo with my book and then posted it to the conference group because she’s lovely and so cool.
It was actually really cool to go to the conference and know so many of the people there and to have a lot of the board members support me and my book. One person I didn’t know was listening to me talk to the owner of the Book Cellar, and congratulated me, and I thought to myself “he was a nice guy” and then I went to the next session and he was the speaker and he’s an awarding winning author and I didn’t even know it! Ah!
Anyway… so many great things happening… we’re on the precipice. My dream is about to come true. And I am so grateful.
So… to recap…
Thanks for believing in me everyone. The Cube is just weeks away!
Hey Hey everyone! This is a very exciting day for me. Today is the day that you will all get to see the cover for my novel, The Cube!
I had such a fun time watching the book cover come to life. My amazing friend, Glenn Steward, created the cover with me. From concept to fruition, we collaborated across several versions before we knew we’d hit a home run.
Without further adieu… here it is!
Isn’t that gorgeous?!
Glenn came up with the concept from my descriptions of the book and the game within it. But, the actual Cube wasn’t quite right for awhile. At first the Cube was very dark and grey, almost industrial, so it took me awhile to find an image online that would kind of represent the bold whiteness I was going for. I found the weirdest image possible, but it was enough to give Glenn the inspiration he needed to take it and run with it. When he came back with this white vision of a Cube, I was floored!
Here’s a selfie he sent me the night we knew we nailed the cover. I love this photo so much I made it the backdrop of my phone. My phone may stay that way forever. :)
The cover is the latest piece to fall into place as my whirlwind work to get published continues. It’s hard to believe it’s only been a little more than a month since I signed on with Windy City Publishers (WCP), particularly because of just how much we’ve done.
In terms of the cover, aside from Glenn’s art, we’ve had to come up with what size the book will be (6X9) and pricing (for the barcode on the back). We’ve worked on back cover copy (which is so stressful since I know that’s what EVERYONE reads and will pretty much determine whether people buy my book or not) and they’ve secured things like my ISBN number and my Library of Congress number which are also needed for sale.
ID numbers were also needed for the copyright page on the interior (thank goodness they literally took care of all of that for me)… and the rest of the interior is really where we’ve been spending so much time. My friend Adam finalized all of the graphics (which also look amazing… thank you Adam!) so I’ve been working with my counterpart/manager at WCP to make sure they are the right size on the page, that the typesetting looks okay, that fonts are consistent, that placement of the words on the page looks the way I want it to… no detail has been too small.
WCP is so organized, so I always know what I need to do, even if we have multiple threads on multiple topics going on simultaneously. Moreover, they are incredibly timely and thoughtful in their responses. They’ve helped me understand the best way to view the drafts so I can make the most informed decisions and have been patient as I change and tweak things.
Let me say, it has been SO COOL to watch my initial word doc be transformed into its current form. It looks like a book! I can’t wait for you to see it (and to actually hold a copy in my hand!) Even submitting my acknowledgements page and my author bio for the back all made it seem much more real.
My favorite parts have been when we’ve tried things I hadn’t even thought of… for example there are quite a few times where the characters send each other text messages and I just love the way Dawn (that’s the person I’ve been working most with at WCP), I love the way Dawn placed the texts. It’s a format I would have never thought of and it looks really cool. The texts are another example of her thoughtfulness. At one point several people text the main character at once, so she wanted to make sure the texts were aligned on the page the way they’d look on a phone, not the way they’d look as a back and forth dialogue. Love that she had an eye on that. And that’s just one tiny part.
Overall, it’s been a great experience. Right now, we have finalized the exterior and interior proof so that we can move onto the final proofread. The proofread will be done by a professional. I debated whether it was worth the money, but ultimately decided it absolutely was. Even if s/he catches a few typos it will be worth it, but I imagine after all this time and tweaking the proofreader will catch more than that.
I’m kind of glad we are headed towards the proofreading stage because that will take 3-4 weeks which I hope will give me a little bit of of time to catch my breath. I realize this is ultimately self-paced, but I am excited and engaged and it’s fun to see it coming together, so I’m doing my best to keep things moving. (How I’m “managing” that on top of a full-time job and life in general is a topic for another day.)
The time for proofreading will also give me some time to start to really think about marketing. I’ve been kind of obsessing about this because, let’s face it, I know very little about marketing a book. It was hard enough to figure out how to write and publish a book! But, I have a lot of ideas and friends that are helping me… I just need some time to figure out what’s feasible… and to phase it out. Not everything needs to happen day one.
When is day one? When will you be able to buy The Cube? I’m not quite sure yet, but if we keep up with the pace we’re on, I’m guessing it will be sometime in April. That’s right, April! That’s soon. This spring! Eek!.
So stay tuned for future updates. I’ll do my best to keep everyone posted. And because I love it so much, here’s my cover one more time. I hope you guys are excited as I am! 2018… the year that it happens!
Ladies and gentlemen, I have an announcement! I have taken a big step forward in my dream to publish my novel, The Cube, and have signed on with a hybrid publishing firm called Windy City Publishers.
Windy City Publishers is a local company that came highly recommended to me by a fellow Chicago Writers Association member and #WritersQuick5 alum. WCP is a woman-owned and woman-run business that has been helping dreams come true since 2009. The woman who owns it is an author herself, so she understands the writer’s point of view. I have really enjoyed getting to know them and their business model.
So, what does this mean for me? Well, I’m so glad you asked!
First, (and for those of you who know me well, you’ll understand why I think this is rad) they use an online project management tool to keep track of our work. So, I can log in at any time and know what my to-do’s are, what their to-do’s are, all our communication is tracked in one place, all of our shared documents are in one place -- it’s all very organized and well-run.
Second, it means that I’m in the midst of completing all the tasks I need to complete to have my book published (in paperback and e-book format) by sometime this spring or summer (fingers crossed).
Finally, in case you haven’t noticed, it means that shit just got real. I’m actually doing this. And pretty soon you’ll all be able to read my book. Which gives me both utter delight and MORTAL TERROR.
For the moment, I’m just going to focus on my to-do’s. At first, I had a lot of basic setup information to provide them, and now I’m working on formatting my word doc in a way that allows them to easily put it into the typeset for the paperback. Actually, let me rephrase that. Formatting my word doc is what I should be working on, but I haven’t actually started yet… because the second I start formatting my book the more real it becomes and I, apparently, need to take my time in doing this.
So, to give myself time to emotionally adjust but still be productive, I have been doing all the other things on my to-do list like writing my author bio, writing my acknowledgements section, taking notes on marketing ideas, etc. All of these things need to happen, I’m just doing them in the order that my brain (and heart) will allow me to do them.
I’ve also been busy working with my friend Glenn on my book cover and my friend Adam on all the graphics that are in the book. Both of those endeavors have been immensely gratifying and emotional. The first time I saw the first draft of the book cover, I got goosebumps all over my body. It’s been so much fun to tweak it and see what’s only been in my head come out as a beautiful image. And seeing my name on a book cover. Lawd, help me.
And revisiting the graphics has brought it all back. All the planning. All the plotlines. All the ins and outs of what makes this novel tick. We had to revisit the graphics for a bunch of reasons. Partly because they were done in color, so we needed to re-do them in grayscale for the paperback, but mostly because some of the graphics in the book are really compilations of the original graphics. So, as a shortcut, in my neophyte ways, I made the compilations by putting the originals in a word doc they way I wanted them, and then took a screenshot of that, and used that screenshot as a rudimentary jpeg placeholder. That worked for the time being, BUT, that won’t do for the final version. So now Adam is helping me make the compilations for real. Thankfully, he’s as detail oriented as I am, so he has taken all of my crazy instructions in total stride.
Aside from write-ups and graphics and dreaming of my book being out in the world, I’m also trying to re-imagine my website and starting to move things around in preparation for the fact that I’m actually going to have something that you all can buy and sell. (EEEEEEEKKKK!) Changing my webpages to say “Coming Soon!” wherever The Cube was mentioned made my palms sweat. That’s normal, right?
Finally, and I hate to admit this, I am rewiring my brain to be as proud of self-publishing as I would be of traditional publishing. And that’s taking me a hot minute because for some reason I still feel like I came just short of my goal. But I know I didn’t. I have so many role models and friends that are producing their own art and work. I’m proud to be in that camp. For all my friends that are putting out their own books or movies or their own music or their own blogs or podcasts, or starting their own businesses, I think it is just the best. Somehow I need to hold myself up the same way I would hold up any of my friends in a similar position and say that producing art is producing art. Whether it comes with formal book sale and a fancy publishing house label or whether it comes from a small shop via hardworking women supporting each other to put indie books out into the marketplace, it’s all meaningful and it’s all good (and when you put it that way, doesn’t the latter sound pretty rad anyway?).
When I had my first call with Windy City Publishers, I told the owner that I’m not looking for fame or fortune, which is totally true. I simply want to take this story that I love so much and share it with all of you.
So, here we go. I’m checking through my to-do list and I will keep you all updated on a regular basis. Please stay tuned for more details… because eventually… this is going to culminate in a book cover reveal, a book release date, my first sale, and the most photos ever posted to Instagram of a book… EVER.
Love you all. Thanks for continuing to support me in my journey. 2018… the year that it happens.
We are almost two weeks into 2018 and I’m still chasing my writing dreams. I have two main goals:
As for Amache’s America, it’s a pure joy to write and it keeps me writing every week. I love the characters, I love the story, and the one chapter a week goal seems very attainable to me. It’s also a source of great positivity in my life. I love seeing it listed under “Most Popular” on the website homepage and it’s now consistently listed in the “Featured” section as well. I also get reader feedback and it’s all been so kind. It’s a joy to have people read what I’m writing and know that they are enjoying it.
So… why finish it then? Why not just have it go on and on? Well, because for this particular serial novel, I do have an end in mind. I might start another series on Channillo when this is done that is more open ended, but for this particular tale, I know it has a beginning, middle, and end. The end I can picture for sure.
Plus, I’m going back to the Writing Workshop of Chicago this summer and I’m hoping, after upping it to one chapter a week, Amache’s America will be complete enough to pitch it to agents by then. After more than a year of researching the market, I think a female-driven, Japanese-American, personal story has a better chance of getting picked up than a male-centered, high-concept, sci-fi novel does. In fact, recently I contributed to the #AsAmCreatorRollCall hashtag on twitter, a lovely effort to help promote and lift up Asian-American creators in 2018, and it felt good to step my toe into the waters of the diverse writers community. There’s a big call right now for diverse voices. And hey, guess what… that’s me!
Side note: I’m also looking forward to the conference this summer because I won’t be so nervous and it won’t seem like there is so much riding on it. It will be nice to go in with more confidence.
Now, back to The Cube. Self-publish you say? After all of the posts about query letters and agents and wanting to see my book on bookshelves? I should clarify that I’m actually hoping to work with a hybrid-publisher… and when I get further down that line I will 100% share my experiences will you. But, here’s the long and short of it:
So, I’m starting my hybrid-publisher research and am declaring that 2018 is the year. This is the year it will happen. That I will make my dreams come true. That I will have my own book. In my hands. And that people can buy it and read it. Man. That just sounds so frickin’ cool.
2018. Time to focus. 2018. The year that it happens.
Almost a year ago I started a little project, an experiment if you will, to connect with other writers and to learn from their experiences and life journeys. At that time, I was trying to write full-time and found it a relatively solitary experience. But, I was convinced it didn’t have to be that way.
I didn’t know where my project would take me, or if people would be willing to participate, but I decided to at least give it a try. “Give it a try” is a big motto in my life. Because, how can you really know until you try?
So, I started reaching out to people that I know and love and asked them if they’d be a part of my new idea. My baby, #WritersQuick5 - an interview series where writers of all genres and ilks gave us the answers to the same five questions. I figured the continuity of always asking the same questions would give the interviews a rhythm, and the readers would know what to expect, and the writers could compare and contrast their own experiences.
I am happy to report that the people in my life are just as amazing as I knew they were and they said yes. And soon, the ball was rolling. More and more people said yes. And #WritersQuick5 quickly became an awesome way for me to get to know other people, people from the Channillo family, people from the Chicago Writers Association, people from the writing community at large. Friends of friends, folks on Twitter, the list goes on. Every time someone said yes I was excited and humbled and still feel that way.
And here we are, almost a year later, and 36 incredible people have taken the time to tell us all a little bit more about their lives and their writing experiences.
I am incredibly grateful to each of them and to all of you for reading. The “Where Are They Now?” post from a couple weeks ago was one of the most read posts, showing me that a lot of people are interested in following-up on this amazing crew.
But, as TNG as taught us… “All good things…”
(and if you get that reference, I love you even more)
Truth is, recruiting people to be part of #WritersQuick5 is a joy, but it’s a lot of work. It actually takes me more time to recruit that it does to post the interviews. And, as we come up on the holidays, and as I’m really getting rolling in my new full-time job, I’ve had to face some hard truths and admit to myself that I don’t actually have time to do everything right now. Something, something had to give.
So, I’ve decided, for the moment, that #WritersQuick5 is that thing. I can’t bring myself to say it’s over, so I’d rather phrase it like this - we are at the end of Season One. And, following in the footsteps of Netflix, no one (not even me) will quite know when Season Two will start. But, hopefully it will be sometime in 2018, and I’m sure Season Two will be just as great as Season One.
So, as I always say, stay tuned. There are other things coming up for me in 2018 writing-wise that I’m very excited about and I can’t wait to continue to share all of these experiences with you.
And thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for everyone who was a part of #WritersQuick5. It has been a true highlight of my life.
XOXO and Happy Holidays!
I’ve had the opportunity to feature so many incredible people in this #WritersQuick5 series, and they just keep doing amazing things!
I’ve wanted to do this re-cap for a while and have been debating the best way to do it. Feature everyone? Just a few people? Try and be comprehensive? Just highlight the things I know about?
I decided there’s no way I could comprehensively update you on all of the amazing things going on in their lives and careers, and some people were just featured a week or two ago so there’s not much to update on. SO, I have settled on quick hit updates for everyone in the first half of the #WritersQuick5 series to date, up through week 19.
Without further ado here’s a snapshot of some of the latest and greatest from 19 of our #WritersQuick5 crew!
Week 1 - MaryLou Driedger
Week 2 - Amanda Hollis-Brusky
Week 3 - Martha Carr
Week 4 - C.C. Ekeke
Week 5 - J.C. Reifenberg
Week 6 - Margaret Hahn
Week 7 - Alex Thomas
Week 8 - Bill McStowe
Week 9 - Keely Flynn
Week 10 - Christopher Waltz
Week 11 - Briana Bryon
Week 12 - Kerriann Curtis
Week 13 - Marcie Hill
Week 14 - Paul R. Lloyd
Week 15 - Bibi Belford
Week 16 - Renee James
Week 17 - Jennifer Johnson
Week 18 - Erin Slucter
Week 19 - Mike Mentz
To all of these amazing people - congratulations!!! And if there is anything major that I left out that you’d ever want to plug, please let me know and I will give you a big shout out the next time around! I am so honored to know each of you. Rock on!
Welcome to a special week of the #WritersQuick5 series - where we learn about writing from fellow writers.
This week I decided it was finally time to post my own answers. It’s a little scary to put myself in the ranks with the rest of the amazing people that have been featured, but it’s good to do scary things!
Over the past year, I have been inspired, I have laughed, but mostly I have been in awe of the incredible talent of all the writers who have shared their journey. And, I have been equally touched that 36 people have taken time out of their day-to-day lives to provide answers and take part in this interview series.
Next week I will be post a special “Where Are They Now?” edition of #WritersQuick5 that catches people up on some of the incredible accomplishments of the writers featured since their answers have posted. I’m super excited for that so stay tuned.
As for me, I will forgo any long intro to my work except to say that I completed my novel, THE CUBE earlier this year and am still trying to break into the agenting world to get it published. I also write a serialized fiction series called AMACHE’S AMERICA on Channillo.com. AMACHE’S AMERICA was recently named the Best New Series and the Best Historical Fiction Series in the 2017 Channillo Awards.
I also wanted to add that I do a fair amount of writing in my day job. IT management and project management require a completely different set of skills and I am writing policies, procedures, scope documents, discovery reports, requirement documents, etc. etc. every day. I’m glad that I can bring my skills as a writer to the field of IT. I just wish I had more time to do things like put together a department newsletter! (never say never).
Okay, so… without further ado… let’s see what I have to say… :)
Question #1 - Where do you write and why do you write there?
If I have the time, I write in my home office. I have multiple screens where I can pull up my notes and write at the same time. I usually like it to be very quiet, no podcasts, no music. I mostly like writing at home because I can let my guard down (and, truth be told, go to the bathroom whenever I want without having to pack up all my stuff).
If I’m on the go I have a couple favorite spots, including the Drawing Room at the Chicago Athletic Association Hotel.
Lately, I’ve been popping into my writings at work when I need to take a break from my day job. Fifteen minutes here or there, maybe a whole lunch break (although that’s rare). That’s why I do a lot of my writing in Google Docs so that I can open them up whenever I have the chance.
Question #2 - What is unique about writing for your particular genre?
I write in several genres, but there is a through line. I like to write about good people. Good people who love other good people and who do good things. It sounds corny, but writing about people that I can believe in and that I would love if I knew them really helps me. This sometimes means my personal challenge is where to find the tension and where to create the challenges for the characters.
For THE CUBE, the unique quality came in the concept itself. It is something I can see so clearly in my head but took many attempts to get across on paper. High-concept sci-fi requires knowing when to do a deep-dive descriptive paragraph and when to let the reader’s imagination take over.
For AMACHE’S AMERICA, I needed to draw the line between the fictional characters that I write about and my own family’s story. Also, the serialized nature of it is definitely different than sitting down to write a novel. Every two weeks I jump to a different character’s viewpoint and jump to a different format (audio recordings, journal entries, exposition) so it makes the writing very fresh and I find that what I produce is often colored by my mood at that time. I think the story overall would be quite different if I was just sitting down and writing it all at once. I like that it flows along with me.
Question #3 - What are some of your grammar or punctuation pet peeves?
Honestly, it depends on the platform. On Twitter or social media I have none. Anything goes. People type quickly and so typos and word mistakes are par for the course. In prose, I think it should be okay to end a sentence with a preposition and I find it awkward when people bend over backwards to try and make a sentence end without one. I will say though, when I get a text message with “your” instead of “you’re” - even though texts are as ephemeral as social media - it does bug me. One final thing - it’s spelled “whoa” not “woah.”
Question #4 - At what point in your writing process do you start to bring other people in to review your work?
For THE CUBE, I brought people in every step of the way, relying a great deal on my editor, Laura Alsum. She reviewed my outlines and gave me feedback on chapters. It was invaluable. For AMACHE’S AMERICA, there just isn’t the time, so as scary as it sounds, I write it and post it and that’s it. I sometimes have waking nightmares that there are glaring errors in the book series, but let’s hope there aren’t! Ideally, I’d like to write a large chunk of the work and then get feedback.
Question #5 - What advice would you give to a new writer about the writing process?
Patience is key. You will need to be patient while the ideas come to you. You will need to be patient when you are writing and when you are revising. You will need to be patient when you are waiting for feedback from anyone. You will need to be patient when you are working on getting things published. You will need to be patient as your readership grows.
Aside from that though, I would say that you should write what you love. If you love dogs - write about dogs. If you love spaceships, write something set in a spaceship. If you love the topic, you will love writing about it. DON’T write for what you think someone else will want to read. If you want to read it, and you love it, that’s all that matters.
Thank you to everyone who has followed along on this #WritersQuick5 journey and for allowing me the self-indulgence of writing up my own answers. It’s been an amazing year and I am so grateful to each writer that has participated and to each of you that has followed along. I hope you all have learned as much about writing as I have!
If you would like to be featured as a writer in the #WritersQuick5 series, please just reach out and let me know. I’d love to promote your work as well!
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Okay my friends, it’s time to get real about query letters again. I just got my latest query “no” for my novel, THE CUBE. This brings me up to 21 “no’s.”
The “no’s” have run the gamut. Some were no response whatsover. Some were clearly form/template responses. Some were generally nice, but also the standard “it’s not for me.” I think the “it’s not you it’s me” responses come off the worst, but are probably the most honest. I genuinely try and put myself in the agent’s shoes. They don’t make money unless they sell the book. They can’t sell the book unless they absolutely love the book. Do you know how hard it is to fall in love? Remember dating? Or are you still dating? Because it’s just like that.
But, I’ve also gotten a handful of very thoughtful replies. One agent sent me two bullet pointed lists, one of the lists had the things she liked about it and one had a few suggestions for how I could make improvements (I made every improvement she suggested). I was happy the first list was longer than the latter too. One agent explained her approach to her book list choices (which I found very informative and helpful). The one I got most recently said I was an “accomplished writer” but that it just didn’t pull her in the way she wanted. But she told me to keep going. That my agent was out there.
I thought that was the best kind of response. It wasn’t the “good luck finding an agent” response. And it wasn’t only “it’s not you it’s me” response. It was much more than that. It was a vote of confidence that I just had to find the right match.
Of course, the best "no" would be a ‘revise and resubmit’ but I’m convinced that’s the white whale of query responses. The Bigfoot of the query experience. Some say it’s real, but I doubt it. Also, I feel like it would be really risky to do a lot of revision before a commitment of representation, right? (again, I’m still very new to this… insights are welcome!)
Overall, I keep telling people finding an agent is like catching lightning in a bottle - you need to pitch the right agent, at the right time, looking for exactly what you are offering, with an opening on their book list. It’s about mood and timing and chemistry.
And, I have to say, in my life I have already defeated all the odds by hoodwinking my husband into marrying me 12+ years ago. And by some miracle he seems to love me more now that when we first met. What are the odds that I find a different kind of love now? That book kind of love? :)
What I can tell you now is this: I have a list of about ten more agents that I want to try. And then I’m going to reassess my options. I recently read a blog post from Chuck Sambuchino that said you shouldn’t give up until you’ve queried 80 agents or more. While that sounds absolutely physically and emotionally exhausting, I get his point. Even if you just play the odds, that’s a low percentage of attempts.
I can’t say that I have 80 query letters in me, but I owe it to myself to keep trying for a little longer. My future blog post may veer into the world of hybrid publishing, but for now, I’m still going to ‘just keep swimming’ because I have this bottle. All I need is some lightning in it.